Treesap

I like to live on the edge, but sometimes I fall off

treesap — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 00:54:46 +0000

Falling off the edge of the world,

Outside and under the firmament, whatever a firmament is.

Outside cathedrals and courts of kings who keep on commanding ants to build pyramids with particles of jello.

Outside wandering with faeries and phantasms, who like to pull Dawkin’s hair when he’s not looking, and he never is.

Outside the tree house and through the pinwheel limbs that whirl for wonder, rebelling against the lack of wind.

Outside the moral of the story told by the Baptist minister while his jowls shake slobber onto his Sunday suspenders.

Outside twirling with the whims of all the wishes that are waiting for the wand of a genie.

Outside where all and nothing gathers in a glorious pile of feather pillows.

Outside dancing inside everything,

Outside time and inside me,

Outside space and inside you.

Confession

treesap — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 00:47:09 +0000

It’s like trying to hide an elephant in my pocket

During a tour of a Victorian mansion

And hoping no one notices.

I have to keep it quiet. Embarrassing.

Actually,

It would be a riot, having an elephant stomp about

Trumpeting its inconvenience and trampling

Intricate adornments of gold filigree and floral patterns.

They were uncomfortable rooms anyway,

Even without the elephant in my pocket.

Not allowed to sit on half the chairs,

Afraid to sit on the rest.

Are the antique chairs, vases, and fine wine glasses

Really important to you?

Son of a Bank Robber

treesap — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 00:45:36 +0000

The only redhead in the bunch of brown
Rowdy brats, playing in the dirty street.
I stood out like a watermelon
In a basket of coconuts-
A puzzle to the pasty people touring
The island. “You must be lost, little boy.”
Sometimes they would try to take me home,
And I would play along. They would buy me
Ice cream and trinkets until another
Little brat would tell my mother. Wuppin
Time! Ice cream, and the funny looks on the
Wealthy faces were always worth a wuppin.

Faerie Tale

treesap — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 00:35:26 +0000

Once upon a time in a land not far from here, there was a boy named Hugh. He was a whimsical child, living in daydreams and playing with air. To him, the world was full of magic, and there was no such thing as disbelief. For him, adventure was as near and as far as the movement of his spirit.
Hugh was the kind of boy to whom the faerie deign to appear.

“Hugh, will you come to the court of the Queen?”

The question came from a faerie familiar to the overgrown garden behind hugh’s house.
A tiny door suddenly appeared in an old tree trunk and out sprung Bangle the faerie. The size of the door and the size of the being that came through it were most definitely incompatible, but size was not the sort of thing that Hugh concerned himself about. Bangle continued,

“The Queen is holding a banquet in order to find a hero for a quest! YoushouldcomecomeoncomeonHugh!”

Bangle was not the most dignified faerie. She was still very young. She once told Hugh that she was 384, but faeries do not have a good grasp on exactly how time works.

“What is the quest? Is there a monster or a dragon that needs to be slain?”

“Well, its still up in the air. Half of the council wants a good ‘ol dragon slaying quest, but the other half wants to think of something new.”

Hugh had seen his fare of dragon slaying, and had even slain a small one himself one Saturday while his parents were busy paying bills. A banquet at the Faerie Queen’s palace, now that he had never experienced. He decided to go.

Faerie Land is a peculiar place. Once you enter, you find yourself suddenly unable to make the distinction between the journey and the destination. Roads are no longer the means of getting from one place to another, but every step is a place in itself. This peculiarity, combined with the faeries’ loose understanding of time would cause everyone to miss their meetings in the real world. In Faerie Land, this is not a problem.
Hugh and Bangle found themselves walking in a lush and fragrant grove of wind instruments.

“Oh yes, lets get a few flutes and an oboe for the banquet festivities!”

“Bangle…”

Hugh was looking past the faerie to a beast that had lumbered up behind her. “Beast” is a vague term used for all manner of unfriendly creatures, but very appropriate in for this particular foe, for it seemed to defy further categorization.
Horns, fangs, and eyeballs protruded every which way from the beast’s patchy hide of scales and hair. It was wearing an ill-fitting Christmas sweater made of scratchy wool, and gave off a tangible stench of displeasure with life, the universe, and faeries.

“EEEEEEEEEK!”

Bangle jumped into a tuba, which protested with a deep, resounding blat. Hugh armed himself with a large saxophone. Having no other weapons, or ideas, he blew into the saxophone as hard as he could. Jazz music is known to be deadly to some rare varieties of evil creatures. For this beast, however, the music produced quite a different response. It burst into tears.

“Why are you crying, unhappy beast?”

Hugh set down his saxophone, and Bangle gave a triumphant blat from the inside of the tuba.
The beast groaned gave a shudder of disgust that rattled the surrounding patch of piccolos.

“I am crying because the world is an ugly place and I am an ugly beast, and there is nothing else to do. “

Bangle peeked out of the tuba and, feeling bold, made a face at the beast. It is in the nature of the young faeries to make small mischief. It is never very harmful, but never very wise either. The beast bristled up and bellowed, and started as if to pounce upon the little faerie, but stopped as if it were not worth the effort.

“You small, vain creatures! I hope you flit and flutter yourself into a black hole!”

With that it rumbled off into some other region, catching more woodsy debris in the scratchy wool sweater. Bangle leapt out of the tuba and said,

“Hugh, I believe I have heard a story of such a beast before from my wise grandmother. The story went like this:
“ It was once a beautiful creature of faerie descent. Many humble beings would often surround it in admiration, for joy that there was such an astonishing display of beauty in the world. However it became very vain and believed itself to be so beautiful that everything else was ugly in comparison. Then something strange happened. The creature began to care for nothing in the world but the enjoyment of its own beauty. As a result, its eyes began to grow out of its head like stalks so that they could turn and gaze perpetually back at the creature itself. With such eyes as it had, it was not able see faerie land as it is in its beauty and wonder. Its vision was distorted, seeing only monstrosity. Slowly more changes began to take place. The creature began to take on characteristics of its vision of the world. One by one, its beautiful features became horrid and monstrous, mirroring the surrounding ugliness. Other creatures began to shy away in horror and disgust. They began to shriek, ‘look at that horrid beast!’ Then the creature’s distorted eyes were able to perceive the transformation. Now it lives on in ugliness, hating itself and hating the world.”
After their close call with the unhappy beast, Hugh and Bangle continued on their way to the Faerie Palace. They climbed over two mountains, through a forest of giant cattails, caught a ride on the back of a wooly mammoth, until they finally came to the garden that surrounded the Faerie Palace.

“Look, Hugh, there it is! The Faerie Palace!”

If Hugh were to try to describe it to you or me, he would have great difficulty, for its spiraling towers and majestic halls felt the freedom to transcend the regular architectural limitations. He could say that it was a little like King Arthur’s palace, but that wouldn’t be quite right; it was more delicate. He could say it was a little like a gothic cathedral, but that wasn’t quite it either; it was warmer and happier. It seemed to capture and express every sort of structural beauty, real and imagined, with perfect harmony.
As the towers of the palace spiraled higher and higher above them, Hugh and Bangle approached the entrance, greeted not by fanfare and trumpets but with light strains of ethereal music that seemed to come from far within. The graceful archway was adorned with carvings of mystical creatures. Hugh was almost sure that he saw one of the ivory winged lions wink at him. The gate appeared to be open, but when looking directly through it, Hugh did not see the inside of the Faerie Palace. He saw a little boy with a sun-burnt face and dirt on his knees.

“Bangle? Who is…”

Hugh looked around for his friend, but she had already entered somehow. He looked back to the image in the archway. It looked so solid and fleshy that Hugh wondered why such a boy would be in faerie land, and even more, a faerie palace.
“Were you invited to the faerie banquet, boy?’

Hugh asked with a touch of disdain. As soon as he spoke, a lovely faerie with dragonfly wings flew over to the boy and exclaimed,

“Oh magnificent! He is here at the entrance! Come and see!”

Another faerie who looked like she had just jumped out of the dew of a tulip appeared, and another whose hair was adorned with exotic flower petals.

“Look at how the earth clings to his skin! Wondrous!”

“How glorious! See how the sun has painted its color on his face!”

“What magic! His feet touch the ground and leave an imprint!”

Hugh looked on, wondering at the faeries’ reception the dirty little boy, when he suddenly saw that the faeries were surrounding him, and that he himself was the dirty little boy. He stepped toward the mirror in the archway, marveling.

The mirror gave way like a mist at the touch of his hand, allowing Hugh to pass through and enter the palace. The ethereal mirror swirled about him for a moment as the faeries continued to babble. Then he felt the solid floor beneath his feet and his vision cleared.
There was a beautiful woman sitting in the middle of the room weaving some kind of elegant garment. Her bodily presence was far more impressive than any faerie Hugh had ever met. She exuded the most astounding solid reality. This was the Queen of the Faerie. She knew Hugh and smiled.

“Hugh,”

The voice was a man’s. Hugh felt compelled to turn toward that voice and obey its every utterance. The sound reverberated through the air impacting Hugh’s ears with its lively movement. What manner of body and lungs must it take to make that voice! No faerie Hugh knew of could produce such a sound.

“Hugh, bring me the newspaper. Its over there on the table.”

Here, here is the new adventure! He, Hugh, had been chosen as the hero of the quest.

Incarnation

treesap — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:41:09 +0000

Looking into the dreaded mirror

Framed with winding vines,

You gaze at flesh forming folds,

Change in the mass called “face,”

Then retreat to enhanced reflection.

For you, impossible to see

Identity.

A veil blinds you, divides you

From yourself, remains unlifted.

We breathed with trees towering,

But the distance between the depths

Of your minds eye and the worth of your

Fingers in the bag of cool dry beans

Was too great.

With you, naked yoga near the ocean

Was transcendent and divine,

Until substantial waves upturned

Your mountain pose of perfection,

So you stayed inside, where you

Thought you could love

The real ocean.

Spinach

treesap — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:35:34 +0000

Grounded greens, life growing from ground;
From earth, vegetation.
Rounded leaves weave with wind tendrils,
Ovate triangular.

Contains animation minimal;
Ingested, animates
Every manner of animal.
Expanded influence

When consumed; unseen dispersion
Vivifies, unifies,
In its re-formation, life with
Life in consummation.

Loose Shoelaces

treesap — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:33:42 +0000

As I run I see a doorway with a woman
Walking out with her walker, walking
Toward me, toward wherever she is going.
Thinking nothing, ignoring mostly,
The woman walking as I’m running.
Interrupted as I go, feet hit paved street
Walker shuffles slow, she looks at me
Says to me, “good morning,” of course
I say, “good morning” to the aged
Crippled woman. Age makes foreign
What is not: another woman. More on
My side than on hers. She sees me more
As she sees herself and she worries for
Me—barely woman running lonely.
“Be careful. Oh be careful” she calls out
Caring as I’m running by the doorway
Along the road away, alone.

Shoelaces

treesap — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 17:25:05 +0000

I went with my walker, walking

Over to open the door next door, the church door.

Ladies luncheon soon, I prepare the room.

For the fading queens, the cooks and quilters,

Pillars holding hearth and home, holding knitting needles.

I Set the table as it should be,

Napkins folded neatly falling folded fanlike

Over the rim of the glass, in orchestral order,

Manifesting the music of my mother,

She showed me how things should be,

How the table should be.

On my way, walking, glancing from my walker,

Barely hearing, barely glimpsing—

Barely woman, lonely running.

“Morning!” “Good Morning!” we said, we women.

“Careful, Oh! be careful!” I said, to the woman.

Tent Talk

treesap — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 06:16:45 +0000

Twenty-five girls squeezed in a tent in the dark.

Cheese! Click.

Pairs and pairs of eyes reflect the flash like little bursts of lively lightning.

Don’t forget the flashlight, the fearsome weapon fending off that

Rustling in the bushes

The frightful rustling with knobby gnarly limbs

Or tentacles

Crusty tentacles, wrapping and grasping with spiny phalanges and slimy toenails around

Your imagination.

From the tent, a chorus,

Or a cacophony, chatters out cheer into darkness,

Strangling the creeping, crawling dark things that are not there but might be.

You never know.

This is why I am a health freak

treesap — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 01:34:57 +0000

If you think about it eating is a strange and fantastic experience. We are taking our surroundings and putting them into ourselves. It is a wild and holy connection with the environment. We take the living things around us and make them a part of us. Its only the living things that we eat- plants and animals, not rocks or dirt. We take their living energy and make it our own living energy. It is true that “we are what we eat.” We should not just view eating as a nutritive necessity or a mindless animal pleasure, but as a physical rite honoring the mystical connection between soul, body, and the world around us.
Jesus himself raised the act of eating by establishing the sacrament of his body and blood. We eat him and he is in us and we become like him. It is not only a symbol to spark remembrance, but the eating itself is a real and significant action tying us as whole people, physical as well as spiritual, to the person of Christ.
As for dieting, or choosing not to eat certain specific things, it can be good not only for health, but also for consciously exercising our rationality. By deliberately choosing to eat or not to eat we engage a part of our humanity that sets us apart from the animals. We should recognize this rational part and relish in it, learning and experiencing it as a higher pleasure than the animalistic pleasure found in eating the brownie set in front of us. There is no wrong in the brownie itself. I think there is wrong, however, in impulsive indulgence. There is no pleasure in that sort of eating, only obesity and health problems. There is great pleasure in exercising the rational part of the brain to decide for or against the brownie. Brownies should only be eaten if they are chosen deliberately and enjoyed fully.